A dictionary can simply define love as:
When you asked me to be your girlfriend, I had no idea you'd end up meaning this much to me. We've made so many amazing memories starting from our first real meeting. I will never forget that day. Rushing to pick you up because I wanted to be romantic and get there before you and surprise you, but you were early. Dammit! Then going to kiss you the first time I saw you, but chickening out... We held hands through the whole journey to the cinema, and got lost almost missing the film. At the end of the film, there it was. Our kiss. As if I would ever forget that. That day was full of memories, more than to write down...
But then three months passed, and we saw each other again.
That time I cooked and brought us the nicest wine I could afford. We had days out together with pancakes and so many smiles. You even let me take photos of us with brown sauce smeared around my mouth, and didn't tell me, because it didn't matter to you. I must have looked like a tramp to everyone, but not you.
Then your dance show.
Damn, I was so nervous about seeing the girls at your college. I knew you were going to be good but honestly baby, you were amazing.
I know I'm not the most dance-y minded person, and to me it's just prancing around but honestly, you made me so proud. I couldn't wait to take you away from there and kiss you, because I knew around your college I couldn't. Nothing else really mattered to me. But everything else, after your dance was so special. I think that was the moment that I knew I wanted to spend forever with you. We had spoken about it before, but having your family sort of except me that night and make me feel like I was welcome was all I needed.
I've always been one to say why get into a relationship if you don't want to stay with it for the long haul, and that's why I said yes. I said yes because I wanted to try and make forever with you, but that day, I knew forever with you was something that would just happen - and it is happening.
So much has happened between then and now - the holiday with your parents, the day out with your mum and your job. Knowing me I've forgotten something but this is why I started this. Every time we are together this will be our diary.
Here I go rambling again.... Back to the point:
The day we got on the train together to go back to mine I knew in my head that I would marry you. I could see your family there as well as mine, all cheering for us and our love. It was supposed to be one night, but that one night turned into forever so easily for me. That was our turning point, that when when the words "I'm in love with you" stopped being the strongest words I could say to you. Soon I will say words even stronger than that, I will say "will you marry me?" and hopefully you will say "yes." Especially now I've planned everything to do with how I'm going to ask for your hand. If you were to say anything other than yes, I have no idea what I would do but I have the strongest feeling you will say yes, because I know you want to too.
I know the word love is not strong enough, but I love you and our forever has barely even started.
- Koala x
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"A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness."but what I feel for you is so much more. I've told you a million times that I love you but what I really feel has no word to describe it. Love is the closest word in the dictionary to describe the feeling so I will use that.
When you asked me to be your girlfriend, I had no idea you'd end up meaning this much to me. We've made so many amazing memories starting from our first real meeting. I will never forget that day. Rushing to pick you up because I wanted to be romantic and get there before you and surprise you, but you were early. Dammit! Then going to kiss you the first time I saw you, but chickening out... We held hands through the whole journey to the cinema, and got lost almost missing the film. At the end of the film, there it was. Our kiss. As if I would ever forget that. That day was full of memories, more than to write down...
But then three months passed, and we saw each other again.
That time I cooked and brought us the nicest wine I could afford. We had days out together with pancakes and so many smiles. You even let me take photos of us with brown sauce smeared around my mouth, and didn't tell me, because it didn't matter to you. I must have looked like a tramp to everyone, but not you.
Then your dance show.
Damn, I was so nervous about seeing the girls at your college. I knew you were going to be good but honestly baby, you were amazing.
I know I'm not the most dance-y minded person, and to me it's just prancing around but honestly, you made me so proud. I couldn't wait to take you away from there and kiss you, because I knew around your college I couldn't. Nothing else really mattered to me. But everything else, after your dance was so special. I think that was the moment that I knew I wanted to spend forever with you. We had spoken about it before, but having your family sort of except me that night and make me feel like I was welcome was all I needed.
I've always been one to say why get into a relationship if you don't want to stay with it for the long haul, and that's why I said yes. I said yes because I wanted to try and make forever with you, but that day, I knew forever with you was something that would just happen - and it is happening.
So much has happened between then and now - the holiday with your parents, the day out with your mum and your job. Knowing me I've forgotten something but this is why I started this. Every time we are together this will be our diary.
Here I go rambling again.... Back to the point:
The day we got on the train together to go back to mine I knew in my head that I would marry you. I could see your family there as well as mine, all cheering for us and our love. It was supposed to be one night, but that one night turned into forever so easily for me. That was our turning point, that when when the words "I'm in love with you" stopped being the strongest words I could say to you. Soon I will say words even stronger than that, I will say "will you marry me?" and hopefully you will say "yes." Especially now I've planned everything to do with how I'm going to ask for your hand. If you were to say anything other than yes, I have no idea what I would do but I have the strongest feeling you will say yes, because I know you want to too.
I know the word love is not strong enough, but I love you and our forever has barely even started.
- Koala x
